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found out
So I just found out that you were as traumatised,
I thought it didn't matter,
you didn't have that kind of look in your eyes...

I believed you didn't care for the past 3 months,
but it turns out you were hurt the same....
Although, it could be that you are lying to my face, all once again.

And I agree what i planned and did was all wrong,
Though you seemed so unbothered and dry,
I also started to pretend that I was strong.

So actually you were breaking too?
I thought you hated me, well didn't you?
But today was a turn of tables,
you threw a whole lot of emotional burden on me just as I was about to start getting better at handling all this.

You read all the poems that were directed to you...
I kind of felt ashamed, that even after weeks I was still hung onto you.

Well, maybe, maybe we could start again,
maybe we can not block each other out of pain?
maybe we can try to be the same?
maybe we can work this out even if I have to stand in the rain....



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