I am tired of the pain,
Tired of the guilt,
Tired of the disappointment,
Tired of the betrayal,
Tired of being accused of things I am innocent of,
Tired of crying,
Tired of being hurt,
Tired of repeating the same mistakes over and over.

They say mistakes teach us lessons,
But my mistakes crush and burn me,
They hurt me deeply,
I wake up with a heavy heart,
And go to bed with an even heavier one.

Each day is a struggle,
A battle within my soul,
I am weary of the fight,
The endless, relentless...