Dear friend,

When something so lonely happened to us, we tend to act impulsive,
we talk shits because we think it'll help us recover from the pain,
because we think we can let go of things when we scream.
We are enveloped by darkness,
we can only see the negatives,
our way of overcoming was to take revenge...
we choose to fuel the fire
not fixing the broken wire...
we burn ourselves with toxic chemical
smelling death we end up being suicidal
we tend to blame others
but that feeling is our fault
we let those emotions
have their inner assualt
we let them ruin us
in the end we fix nothing
were stuck in being lonely .
selfless, because we throw away everything
we abandoned everybody including ourselves.
loneliness isn't easy I know...
but if we'll let ouselves be consumed by it
and choose death...
all we'll feel is not satisfaction
it will be regret.

© moreluvatnornor