Last night I woke up feeling disappointed in myself,
I have worked so hard over the past few months,
Made progress and vowed never to go back,
But yesterday I relapsed.

One minute I was doing okay then the next I was not,
I tried so hard to fight it but I just kept falling and falling until I hit rock bottom

But then I thought,
It's okay to fall sometimes
So, I tried standing only to realise that I was stuck on the ground,
It was then and there that I realised what I had done,
So I hated myself.


© rosesEli