And Im the one that he claims?
maybe to soothe loneliness pain
hes always leaving astray
no word just,
ache...
no love to convey
as I stay contained
he claimed my thoughts insane
mind mostly mundane
He says,
I always complain
It makes him constrained
Like I should just keep it retained 
but is respect something i gotta obtain?
I guess I deserve
neglect,
reject,
deject. 
you say, no
it's not like what's it looks or meant,
he says its unintended defect
don't you see?
it's his mind a mess
but he dont see the neglects affect in my head
but if I exemplify my introspect to his instead
He'll see painful feelings
and regret
Then, would his retrospect be changed?
but he refuses to see neglect
choose to object
because he's content
but love is only a word by lips once said
And hurts nots what he really meant
But no proof from what he really had said