What happened to us??

It been a wonderful journey with you...
The times we spent n moments we shared...
But all that turned to pains today...
I'm still asking what to do
When one thing you love turns to something you wish to forget?
I look at our special gift we had...
It's bringing me to tears everytime
Coz its remind me of you....
I see us which is something that's no more...

Maybe to you i wasn't enough...
That's why you chose to find someone else...
Too many times i begged you to stay...
You finally find a way to get away....
Goodbye my lover...
This time there's no way back...
I forgave you many times...
Even if you run away find yourself
Never let me know...
Even if you miss me promise me
Never let me know....

I don't have questions,
But I'll take this time to heal my heart....
Teach it how to forgive...
I'll forgive Love so that i could love again...
Coz love didn't do me wrong...
You didn't make a mistake by finding someone else...
The biggest mistake is to hurt my heart several times...
If he makes you happy,be happy
Coz all i ever wished fo you it's happiness....


My purpose is to stay away from your life....
I deleted your pictures...N i won't ever bother you...
The only problem i have is that picture of you
I kept on my mind n my heart..I don't know how to remove it...
Just leave,you know what you wanted....
Loving you hurts....
May i disappointed you or let you down...
My heart was blinded by you..
I was addicted to you....

I've been a father of your child....
I've spent much time with you...
Please help me out....
Don't ever think of coming to me
Or asking me for anything...
I just want you out of my life....
I just can't take back the love i gave you....
I know it's all in my head....

_Sanele S Ntuli
© Sanele S Ntuli_A dying Poet