I’m the saddest I’ve ever been
Crawling back into my own skin
Don’t know where I’m going
But I’ve known where I’ve been
I’ll keep running
Going place to pace
Can’t keep up with my own pace at times
Falling into my own emotional sublime
I think I’ve got all the time in the world
When I only have a few years left
Please, I beg of you world
Don’t leave me in heartbroken tears
I tell myself I’m fine
I’m doing great
I go skateboard
I take beautiful pictures no one will ever see
I write poems for the other poets to understand me
I draw
And I call my family on weekends
Cause what else am I supposed to do
I smoke weed and I stare at the stars
I hang out with strangers cause it’s easier then being alone
No one is ever calling my phone
Feeling so lost, whats a young man to do?
I’ll get lost in the background of the blues
I’ve done it so much it becomes a second life
No one truly knows who I am
Sometimes when I look in the mirror I see fragments of what I could have been
I see different reflections
Sometimes I dive too deep into my self, looking for a purposeful redirection
Is it my ego or just a bigger overall self perception
Don’t know who I’m staring at
Just a boy with blue eyes
Call me brace face
So When I smile back at...