#Writewithbunny
Why do l still care if you ate or not
Why do l still care if you slept or not
Why do l still care if you are okay or not
And ...why do l still wonder if you care about me or not...

Why do l still get jealous seeing you with others.
Why do I still want to hold your hand with all my might.
And...why do l still think about you in the middle of the night.


I know l don't have any right to ask you these,
I know you have replaced me way back...
But do you think about me as well like l do? Even for a split of seconds...do you?

I still treasure you as a dazzling memory...
But perhaps l am just a dark phase for you whom you forgot long ago.
Your melodic giggles still echo in my mind.
And your radiant smile still turns me blind.

The drug itself asking it's addict to join a rehab centre ...is quite funny, isn't it?
But you did the same when you asked me to move on...
...cuz you are nothing but a drug to which l got addicted.

I lost my purpose to live the day you left,
But seeing you grow so rapidly without me makes me question my purpose.
Did l really mean nothing to you? ... perhaps yes...but you meant a lot to me ...a lot more than you can ever imagine...

But it's all in the past now...a past which l cherish but resent at the same time...
A past which l wish to relive but forget at the same time.
#love #heartbreak #poetry

© Bunnyy