As I sit and relax
my mind is wondering!!!
Thinking of everything
that has happened past few days😱.!!

Tears begin to form
as u think of a friend,
and wonder is it over between us??? Don't want it to be!!😭

As my mind wonders I think of many people in my life. My different surroundings, and the different group of people at each thing.

Even when my heart is torn 💔
I try to look at positive things
sunshine, friends, support system, God, ECT....
All great uplifting things

I tried calling friend but no answer and no return call. Not normal day. Trying to stay calm but hard. trying to keep emotions out of it .

Found out emotions get in way of facts a lot.
I love this friend with all my heart and her family as well.

As I get my self ready for bed I must just shut it down and pray for another day to be better. Pray tomorrow we can talk and work whatever this is out.

As tears fall they leave a tear stain face to a pillow for the night. The Lord will hold me tight tonight. Tomorrow be a better day I pray.🙏