Lead me on
Tell me you want to be with me
Then find a new bitch to fuck on
Find a new bitch to tell all ur bullshit 2
Find a new bitch to fuck on and swoon
Find a new bitch to give all ur manipulative fake love to
Cause i fucking hate you
They way u told me you wanted me, the way you told me I was the only one u were talking 2
You got my heart bleeding out
Feeling 17 again, shattering my heart on my bathroom floor tiles
I wanted to be with you so badly you had me feeling delusional
I was gonna shrink myself down so u could love me conventionally
So you could “handle” me
I was gonna make myself brand new just for you
Just so you could potentially love me the way I deserved
But u didn’t give a fuck
Tried taking you out on a date but u just wanted to fuck another bitch without my knowledge
Cause you canceled our plans to go find another type of love
Lied to my face when you told me u wanted me to be the one
Your a whore, a lier , a manipulative cut
Got me crying on my front porch smoking a green flavored blunt
Hate the way u made me feel for Months
Hate that I wanted you and you played in my face
Hate that I tried falling for you when u kept pushing me away
But I also must take the blame
I was pushing you away as well
You had hurt my feelings so much with ur bad decisions and unsavory words
Pushed you away to keep myself sane
Blocked myself from seeing your story
I ignored your calls
Maybe that inflicted some type of outward pain towards you
So maybe this is a blame game for 2
But truly I’ll always hate you now
I’m like a tarot card, cause u played me the fool
Looking stupid and naive
Had me going back and forth
Left and right
Up and down
I was moving all around just to conform to your box
I know you weren’t the one for me but I’m still bleeding
How could you say u wanted me and then lie to my fucking face
Pushing me aside, fucking me up like im some game
Wish I could shoot you with a metaphorical gun
I want you to hurt like you hurt me
Bullets firing straight into your heart, under this hot scorching sun
I want karma to come down and rip
You and ur new lover apart
I pray for god to teach you a lesson you will never forget
I want it to leave you sick in the mother fucking head
Cause you always wanted to see me act crazy
Just for your personal amusement
Always trying to pull some crazy reaction out of me
You crave chaos and make stupid decisions
You call me dunk with out my permission
You play with my heart like strings
You played w my body like I’m a pair of house keys
I say fuck you
I say fuck you so hard that it may hurt you for years
But I don’t hate you, which is the saddest part
I just couldn’t stand how you made me feel
I want to take some pills cause these feelings don’t feel ultimately real
I feel played
I feel vain and dumb
Stupid of me to love you at night
Stupid of me to ask for a proper type of love
Should of brought you into the sunlight to show your true character
To see your manipulative and chaotic sides that you hide in the night
My emotions are bleeding out everywhere
I feel like I’m gonna die
After you told me you found a new bitch to fuck on
I told you I didn’t hate you
And I don’t
But god you got me feeling all alone
Got me feeling sad and betrayed
Wish I could erase you from my memories, from my unbalanced brain
I’m better off without you being next to me
Should of never let you pick me apart
Cause you were the original one who wanted me from the start
You played mind games
You begged me to talk to you
To be with you
Now you just played w my fragile heart
Now I’m bleeding out all over my red car seats in the health wellness parking lot
Now I’m crying and feeling so confused and upset
I’m fucking bleeding
Wishing I was better off dead
Because you hurt me so badly
You really just broke my heart
I’m covered in blood
I just want these feelings to dissipate before it’s to late
I now can't stand the sight of your face

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