My heart has gone cold towards you now
there's nothing you can do about it
you may think I'm next to you
because I must still care for you..

but I'm just like a bandit
what i feel now is called damaged
I'm not sure if thats a good thing
i just know my heart can't stand it

Blew up into the skys
stuck a bunch of needles in my eyes
it took me by surprise
because I never told a lie
I never thought I needed to
I thought that I completed you

I must have been high.

When the peaces of my heart flew up
I watched them disappear
like the rest of what was in my cup
I never stopped and wondered why
I guess my heart had gotten dark
I swear it darkened up the sky

I must have been high.

Now cold and stale
I really hope that there's a hell
like a little girls dream come true
I pray that hell is just for you
so you could be all alone
make up shit in your head
but there will never be nobody home...

throw up dice to throw them twice
but only you will get your turn
living in the bodies of some mice
tasting only poison from some lye
I was searching for some reason why

I must of been high.

Now look at you
look what you made me do
I couldn't help but wonder
what the fuck ?
killing time just one more time
you watched me cry
you fucked me up!

Now watch me steal your smile
like a thief and cut you up
this might take a while
just like me you'll slowly die..
and just like you
I gives a fuck!

I'll take on whatever now
we'll see how long I run...

but until then I'll be chillin
crackin jokes with everyone
sitting at my favorite spot
waiting for the sun to come up
a tear fell from my eye
I didn't know why

but I must have been high!

Sarah Taylor
Happy Birthday to me
Mar. 22, 2021


















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