Suppression with super vision,
Hard to get every word out like I eat soap,

It's harder and harder ,every day, I wish I never been through the things I've been through,

that's an issue, my anxiety aches every thought that It makes I've never been before

See that! That my heart on the floor, that thing don't love me no more, keep looking at me sadness , but my eyes keep begging, im tore

There's my mind walking out that door it says "f this! I don't trust your heart no more!"

No need to settle the score!

Suppression is a regression

You're just killing yourself somore!

Why is this depression getting the best of me, like a child eating his broccoli i can't stand it, don't understand what's healthy for me.

These thoughts speaking louder then words, looking to be heard, I just can't let them out for fear of hurting the ones I love, for myself it's ubserd.

I'll I'm doing is suppressing the regression, depressing my affection, killing my self.

It's a profundity, was my emotions thoughts before wouldin't harm me, I was a emotional sponge for everyone but me.

Now I I feel used up, throw me away, I'm empty, everyone's glass seems to be half full but now I'm empty. Feel me?

© Raven Siyeh Maitland