Suppression with super vision,
Hard to get every word out like I eat soap,

It's harder and harder ,every day, I wish I never been through the things I've been through,

that's an issue, my anxiety aches every thought that It makes I've never been before

See that! That my heart on the floor, that thing don't love me no more, keep looking at me sadness , but my eyes keep begging, im tore

There's my mind walking out that door it says "f this! I don't trust your heart no more!"
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