It's the darkness, that's imprisoning me,
so twisted, it's a fate, that's not to be seen.
And now driven with a hatred, that stems, from deep, down inside me.
Its definitely a place in my life,
where I never wanted to be.
derived purely from the madness and pain,
Locked away now, there's nothing to say, I'm losing it, fuck, I'm going insane.
Fuck man, it's just the days now,
that I've just wasted away.
Fucking up man, being stupid,
just getting high everyday.
For to many times, I'd find myself,
bound to an addiction, hooked on a spoon.
Getting high in the morning,
only, to be fucking sick by noon.
It makes me sick, to see how far down,
I have spiraled, out of control.
what was I thinking,
I sure as hell, lost my mind,
for sooner or later, my time will come,
and I will have to pay the toll.
Blind and so ignorant we are,
lost or stuck, we are like fish in a bowl.
As I circle around , in life,
in all, now what I see?
Is that, there absolutely,has got to be, A better life, for me.
© David Lowell Eads Jr.