"You came back after so many years,
Making me realize I had to void in me that hadn't been filled up in years.
Lacking fatherly love for so long,
Grown up to see my mother striving and struggling every day to take care of me.

"So many phases of my life you didn't witness because of your absence.
I Didn't need you,
I didn't want you.
Never thought you existed, because you were as good as dead to me.

"My first heartbreak was you,
Making me think every other man are like you
I didn't want to get close to them , because I think they were just going to leave me the way you did.

"And now you are back.
I'm trying to give you another chance
I hope I won't be utterly disappointed again.