I clasp my energy in orbits of activities
Exercise to remind myself, my heart can overspeed by other things too
Calling friends, I can smile again just fine
I don't need you
I study to not overthink about your day
what are you doing? How are you doing?
Are you well? How's your health?

does she ask you these questions and make you feel serene, and loved
Like mendels cross , do your traits form unique patterns?
Does she show you new phylums and classes of her own, do you marvel at it too?

I hostage my mind , running it through...