I wish I could pretend
But my energy wouldn't take it
I wish I could do like them
And fake it till I make it

But my reality
Is far too more
I rather honesty
Tho I am afraid to know more

What have I got in to
And how do I get out
How do I confront you
Without the screams and the shout

Why wasn't I told
Before I am now so deep
How can I continue
When now my soul's burned and beat

Now I am spending some time alone
I wouldn't dare to go back home
I don't want to speak to you but wished you'd call
Before whats left here is nothing at all

All of this that I feel is so brand new
sigh...
I don't want to be with anyone else...
but you...
© Olivia Williams