Everyone feels,
Insane sometimes,
But I can't keep going.
Going from heart attacks,
To flatlines.
It can't always be between,
Destruction or suicide.
It can't always be about,
The hunt or hide.

I've got to have a moment,
A moment where I'm doing,
More than breathing,
Less than grieving.
Where I'm okay and at peace,
Where I can watch the panic,
Simply cease.

I can't keep fighting for my life,
Or being bored out of my mind.
There...