if i bare my soul before you

will you accept me?

will you reject me?

if i let myself be seen with you

will you support me?

will you ridicule me?

I've always been that girl
with maybe a scarce one or two friends
Until Highschool happened
and then everyone was a friend.

But then college happened
and I think I downgraded
Because it's like elementary school
where everyone is afraid ...

It seems to me as though
my college is a hotspot for folks
who are afraid to let their inner self
shine forth
as if they're used to being made fun of
for being oneself.

Is this what the adult world is??

A fragmented picture of fear

pieced together to look coherent??

Where people become afraid to make friends

because they all burn you, in the end??

Was my highschool just a blip on the screen

a quick sign of immaturity, obscene?

(Obscene to society, not overall morality...)

Is...society so twisted

that we are becoming wasted,

becoming just fragments of fear...

fear of the past
fear of the future..
a fear of forever and of things that last...

Do we lose parts of ourselves
let ourselves go, too fast?

We "let that shit go,"
instead of trying to work things out.

We act impulsively
instead of acting rationally.


...I just want to love
with my whole heart
forever and always.

I want to be there to support you
to help you grow you
and to get to know you.

But, nowadays,
that's called being creepy
because who the fuck would care
about anyone else
genuinely, unless looking for a fuck?

So,

if i bare my soul before you

will you accept me?

will you reject me?

if i let myself be seen with you

will you support me?

will you ridicule me?

Will you... love me, too?

Or will you say

No way

This girl is a creep.

She gives her whole heart out to the world

And seems to ask for nothing in return.

© WyldChyld