~From "Heart And Strings Collection"~


The bond we conceive
is in labor, but thou is not solid
to accept the species we bring forth.

I failed to observe the festival of courage.
The gods refused to stop blessing me.
A curse or a blessing?
An unraveled mystery.
So they brought you my way,
but I failed to pursue the heart-driven desire.

It's mid-summer in 2020
There I sat, on a squicky crooked chair.
Escaped the heat from inside
And all that noise that comes
Form having a family tree and expectations.
I wonder where peace have been all these days.
Thought I saw happiness in a form of a person.
And all the drama we did.
What's it for?

I muse in pain
when you make out with him.
You brew up palliation and contradict words from yourself.
In my protest, you conclude not guilty.
I’m just the worst human ever.
Filled up worthless experiences.
Pain!

Look me in the eyes
You helped me rise
Remember?
So why watch your actions destroy me?
Substitution is a never
My own carted jewel….
Nonetheless I wish you farewell.
Certain bridges needs to be burnt.
And some knots needs to be loosened.

Look me in the eyes
Nine years of sighs and fatigue all for nothing?
Confess your truth to me
In my seldom mind I'm ready.
That all my actions were invalid
Sleepless nights upon request
And ignorance I played to your habits.

I favor no one except thee.
I’m thrilled to the brime
when you sympathize my happiness with me,
but I view pain as thee dines with savage claws, sips from the jug of gossip.
You can’t deny it.
I call on the council of Athens to help
my emotions not to be
buried in what you folks called the museum -pity.

Cheers to a broken heart.
That would forever never trust.
Species of mine are mere embodiments of lies prodigy.
And a puppet of feelings they are.
They know no true commitment.
And hide behind the facade ill knowledge.
Lovers are worse than wild cats
Permit to say, it was never lust.
Pyramid of unreality had I build
To pave way for hurt and irrelevant desires.
And I must dismantle it to see reality for once.
I loved, so I thought.


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