I crave affection
yet I run away from it
I want to be free
but I stay locked up all the time
I want to be noticed
but I always beg to be left in the background
I want to do fun things
but I run away from new things
I want to have fun
yet I never want to leave my comfort zone
I live in my own head
but pray to be seen
I want to be heard
yet I don't speak
I plan my whole life in my head
but I'm scared to act according to it
I want to be bold
yet I discourage myself with"I'm not good enough"
I want to be loved but I can't even love myself
All I can do is put my hope in God and pray I leave this prison called my mind 😔💔
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