Lost world ... 🤔💭✍️ 🎵🎶🎵🖕🖕🖕🖕 Apr 18 , 2021

Lately I've been , thinking ! Thinkin about life my life .
not to be inconsiderate but ... it's my
right ! RIGHTTT !
Daydreaming woke high off psychedelics not ... life ! , Not
literally but while
the world is sinking !! I mean sleeping , "them" start whispering internally .
I'm
terrified of them horrifying memories , every thought reverses history .
In the present my emotions are drenching for a
society that is diminishing
them demons convinced me that hell is better off living .. because
here I thought I had something to live for seriously no love lost
but fuck humanity ,
of course you people from earth your perspective is so poor .
People say my love is strange
we not the same ! Hell is where was i was born and raised .... blow the horn ! these streets aren't safe , and I blame
the government , the people they all one in the same . If I was a God I would have hailed havoc
(hard rain)
over society to see who survive then bend the winds blowing
new souls in ... The beginning the end between the opposites I would rebuild ,
society making the universe parallel my twin , carbon copy to my liking , free will is for vikings .. if
not knowledge you humans thrive off jordans and nikes ... 🖕 Fuck society !!!
I'ma get rich and invest in poverty infiltrate the Messiah
come back to earth annunaki ,
every
human even the dead gonna follow me !!!!! and witness a
new existence , I'm a demon ... a damaged heart can bring metamorphosis . In life we all have choices yet most minds , and hearts are poisoned bad breath , teeth all corroded , death , casket open you think you matter but you go unnoticed ... On God in the mirror in the morning !
when I wake up and make up I
just sit 🥱 ing .
because at times I feel im to scared to love that angel demon reflections of me in the mirror im depressed ! with no cure on how to heal
from the post-traumatic thoughts that suddenly reappear
I used to want love but love doesn't exist in this universe , shit is real !
I just wish I could disappear or my anatomy burst releasing my soul to orbit the atmosphere .
you wouldn't believe if I told you what happened to me here . but I smile and
remain pure even though
I isn't happy here .. my thoughts and this world is a
horrfyinging nightmare ...
losing my mind is what I fear life is Hard not Easy in this
universe ! shit is real .. in this world it's survival of the fittest or you get killed ..


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