The pain came in and stayed
pounded for so long
during that time she couldn't felt all the loves
because her heart became numb from the hurts

Eyes of her looks dry but water has filled the glands above her eyes ready to burst out from the tear ducts
I knew it all those while as she tried to get over it
with a smile
so that i won't notice it but I always did
she never realized i was feeling the pain too
it was part of the reason why I get sad and mad at times
watching what she was battling with helplessly
always with her in her plight we just couldn't sleep at night
my heart beating faster with the fear of what might happen next as she screams

the pain never heard her plea to get off her with a lot of pills
so the pain invaded her spheroidal joint in vertibrate anatomy and damaged it
she couldn't stand well to cover a distance like she use to
the pain never left not until her life force finally fled
leaving the body for the pains to occupy it
leaving the body for the pains to stay alone and rot with it

In all her life in her sense of sight
sense of smell, taste and touch
she suffered with the pain always feeling it in the brain
she never enjoyed anything but was always grateful for the truth she learnt concerning the purpose of life and grateful for the family she became part of

I'm still feeling pain too
sometimes in my teeth, my waist and beside my chest
but it wasn't like the one she felt and the tears she wept
© SJ Allone