This is the first I have felt happy in a very long time.
The first the smile upon my face honestly, fully shines.
Usually it's a lie, it feels like a crime.
But since speaking to you, this smile is mine.

My jaw is now in pain,
My stomach now flutters,
I'm not used to this train,
of anxious love stutters.

I never thought I'd say yes,
If you ever liked me.
We are just friends, I'd say
Nothing is going on, blush turn away.

Now every time we speak I laugh more than I have in years.
It might not even be funny,
and I'm laughing all these tears.

You're now an addiction I can't overcome.
I don't want to spend a second not talking to you, laughing with you, smiling at you.
I want all your attention all of the time.
My chest feels heavy when you're not by my side.

This isn't normal for me.
I don't get this way over a guy,
but you, you're something different.
That's not a lie.

The way you speak of your family and anyone close.
My heart melts for you, with the sentiment you wrote.
You're such a sweet guy, and the way you think is so cute.
I love your personality and everything about you.

I have to admit,
I never would've thought.
I'd fall for anyone.
To this extent that I have got.