my mind keeps saying,
you are not alone.
you have your friends and family.

my heart keeps saying,
you have them that's it.
no one is close to your heart.

whatever my mind or heart may say,
i always follow my instinct.

i know that no one is free enough,
even to bother their own life.

here i am, with neither interest
nor happiness.

what made me this?

i always look out of the well of darkness with some hope in my eyes that someone would come to pull me out.
but no one cares even if...