I wasn’t sure if the pain I felt would go away
or would it stay.
an if it had to be the pain I felt
I’d never want my worst enemy
to have to feel this pain
cause this pain it ain’t right!

I look to the light
hoping GOD see it’s me
an with his almighty shield
sends this pain away from me.

why is it me?
what did I do?
is this all because I said
I’d love you?
or is it cause you said some
fucked up shit,
too someone who was supposed to be our friend!

I read what you wrote.
you claimed it was all a joke!
but if the joke was on you what would you do?
would you hurt like me,
or would you make it seem like
it was all because of me.

before we’d go any further
if you could just understand
1 thing.
I’ve played every scenario
in my head.
I must have pushed rewind a thousand times.
just to come back to the same sign.

it hurt me cause I thought we were closer then what you started to show me. yelling at me like I’m the one who said when was the last time I gave you some good head.
my heart sank it hit the floor
now I’m scrambling around
for the lord to aboard.
for him to take the pain away
ir maybe hace that eagles eye
an look around just to see
who seen me get spund around.

was this just the beginning of a big mess.
everything was fine
like the...