A tiny part of me
Into you so strongly,
That I want to leave
But it want to stay too badly.

It wants to hold your hand
And lead you to a new way,
Take you out of your darkness
Never let you go astray.

It wants to be the reason
For your beautiful smile,
Want to embrace you warmly
Making all your pain mine.

It wants to be the one
That kisses all your tears,
And always hold your hand
When you are facing your fears.

It wants to see your eyes shine
As we sit together closely,
Sipping a cup of coffee
As we watch the sun go down slowly.

It wants to be next to you
As we lay on grassy ground,
And watch you sleep peacefully
As your breath goes up and down.

But seeing you stand so far
Still in love with your past,
My mind knows my place
But heart wants it to last.

The smile stuck in your head
Your definition of love - she,
Will always bring tears 'cz
It will never be anyone else or me.

You ask me why so distant?
It's 'cz I don't want to show you this side,
That's why I'll step back slowly
Or these feelings won't be able to hide.

This battle of heart and mind
Is tearing me apart
One wants to run away,
Other close to your heart.

So I'm leaving, my love
Can I call you 'my' or 'love'?
No I shouldn't! How can I forget!
I'm not free as the white dove.

My heart is wrapped in wires of past too
When it beats for someone else
More strongly it bleeds.
So I'll run away cowardly again
And cut that tiny part because
Love is not allowed to me.

© bani745


#SilentConfessions