when I wasn’t acting like
I didn’t want you,
you wanted me!
when I wouldn’t come around
I was all you
wanted to see
I made mistakes
along the way
but facts of the matter
I’m a human too.
Do you remember
when I would
hurt your feelings
an bring
tears to your eyes.
do you remember
everything you told me?
you told me you loved me
that you loved my body,
when he would hurt me
you were by my side.
shit I started to think
I was Bonnie
an you were Clyde.
having you locked up
it was all my fault.
your love growing stronger
for me an
my love at the time
was compromised.
leaving him for days at a time
I slowly left him behind.
thinking only of you
you were the one that
who remained on my mind
all those times
I ran from you
cause I thought
you hated me
how I hated him
you sat with me for hours
of me sobbing
over someone who really
didn’t want me
it fucked up my head
an the only thing
I could think of
was the only thing I said
he wanted to play with
my heart.
so when I was
fully dedicated to you
I was all ready destroyed
so with you
promising to me
I would never have
to deal with that again
I held my head up
I did I can admit I treated
you like shit.
but times were
changing an who
would have thought
that the evil would leave
my every single thought
as I started to change you did too
only this time it
was you saying fuck me
I was hurt at the thought
how could it be
you would stop acting
like you wanted me
your touch went away
along with everything
you said.
your words were so sharp
it tore up my heart
. then when I’d cry you
would yell at me why?
how am I the evil 1
when I can say I
really started to fall in
love with you
an you just wanted
to push me away.
then yell at me
like I’m supposed
to be okay.
I don’t talk to no one
I sit in the same spot
hoping that you return
sitting alone is a fucked up feeling
but knowing I don’t fuck with nobody
but yet you still being deceiving
I’d I’m such a problem
an I’m on your neck that
means give me respect
an not for just a sec
you don’t touch me
I have to touch you
I love giving you head don’t get it
fucked up I like getting it too
yo
u use to be so sweet
an nice to me that
I left everything that was negative about me
not to be treated like I’m a flea
I am an affectionate person I love being touched
by the man that I love
but he’s leaving me scars
when I’ve come so far
I wasn’t perfect before
but I am now
perfect still
ain’t good enough
for you
cause lately you
been pushing me away
then yelling at me
you want me to stay
others making remarks
about you being married
you have a nasty way
to say you aren’t
but that’s how
you want it to be
I’ll walk away an
let you be
then you can
see anyone you want
but it won’t be me!
these bitchs will
never be me
no matter how many
you try to replace
me with.
but that’s your loss
because I’m nobody’s choice
I hold my voice
I wished you would’ve listen
when I asked for
5 minutes of your time
you didn’t even wanna
take my pain away
you made it worse
you wanted to sneak around
telling that bitch that
I’m in your neck
well now I’m not
I’m gone
an I ain’t coming back
to this house
so we can still play cat n mouse
I’m throwing the towel in cause
you were never my friend
or you’d a go a fuck
but instead you chose
a slut whose obsession with you
goes to the moon
an your so fucking blinded
by your own fuckin lies.
so now
I’m gonna fall back
cause the problem
ain’t me it’s you
your still sneaking around
with bitch that
I don’t fuck with
so your basically telling me
“FUCK YOU”
cause perfect ain’t perfect
for you.




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