BLAST FROM THE PAST
TALL MAN IN BLACK
AS A CHILD HE STRANGLED ME
IN THE ASTRAL PLANE
WITH HIS SHADOW AND I CHANGED
NEVER WAS THE SAME
SEEING RED SILHOUETTES FROM ANOTHER REALM
BELIEVING I WAS SEEING INTO HELL
TIME WENT ON
I DIED AGAIN
FROM BEING IN A CROWD
TO SITTING UP ON THE GROUND
I ONLY REMEMBER LOSING FEELING IN MY BODY
MELTING AWAY
VISION WHITE OUT
WOKE UP
THE WORLD WAS BLACK AND GRAY
COLOR DRAINED
THERE HE WAS AGAIN
TALL MAN IN BLACK TALKING WITH NO MOUTH
IN MY HEAD HE SHOUTS
LANGUAGE FAMILAR BUT IM RUSTY
I CANT TRANSLATE
HE JUMPED IN MY HEAD SPACE
GAVE ME A KNOWLEDGE LOBOTOMY WITH A SHADOW TENDRIL DRILLING DEEP
I SAW WHAT HE WANTED ME TO SEE
.....Then darkness

ON THE CUSP OF 19
MONDAY AUGUST 15TH 2015
VENOM- ANTICHRIST BLARING
SCREAMING THE LYRICS AT THE TOP OF MY LUNGS
FLASH OF BLUE IN MY PERIPHERALS
RICOCHET OFF THE TREE
LIGHTNING BOLT HEADING FOR ME
IN THE PUDDLE IT LANDS
SPREADING LIKE ELECTRIC SPIDERWEBS TO WHERE I STAND
I FEEL THE CURRENT RUNNING UP MY LEG
PAST MY WAIST
INTO MY CHEST
TINGLING IN MY FACE
EXPLODING OUT MY RIGHT EAR
DARKNESS ONCE MORE
DIFFERNT THIS TIME
NO LONGER A TRANSITION
SOME HOW IN THIS DARKEST REALM
I BEGAN TO WALK
ON A PATH WITH NO GUIDE
A DESTINATION I MUST FIND
I CANNOT USE MY EYES
I MUST SEE WITH MY MIND
DANGERS LURKING IN THE SHADOWS
UNEVEN GROUND I WALK
MIND SET IN STONE
LOST BUT NOT LOST
THEN LIGHT IN MY SIGHT
A GLIMMER SPLITTING THE NEVER ENDING NIGHT
TWO DOORS I ARRIVE AT
ONE GLOWING RED ONE GLOWING BLUE
INSTEAD OF ONE TALL MAN IN BLACK THERE WERE NOW 2
TELLING ME THINGS I COULDN'T COMPREHEND
BUT SOMEHOW I UNDERSTAND
THE KNOWLEDGE IS BURIED IN THE GRAVEYARD OF MY PSYCHE
I HAVE YET TO ROB THE GRAVE BUT I WILL SOMEDAY
I WAS RESURRECTED WITH MY HAND UP AND HORNS TO THE SKY
FEELING THE LIGHTNING IN MY VEINS
WAS I ALIVE?
WHY COULDNT I FEEL MY HEARTBEAT?
I FELT DIFFERENT AGAIN,NOT LIKE THE ME THAT WASNT ME
NOW ITS LIKE I LEFT PART OF ME IN THE DARKNESS
MAYBE THEY SPLIT MY SOUL NOW IM UNWHOLE
OR I REFUSED TO DIE AND THEY TOOK PART OF ME TO THE OTHER SIDE
I FEEL LIKE I HAVE WINGS
CROWS AND VULTURES FOLLOW ME IN RINGS OF 3
COYOTES WIMPER IF THEY CATCH MY SCENT
BULLS COWER AT MY STEP
FAUNA OBEY ME
THE WEATHER CHANGES WITH MY MOOD IT SEEMS
I STARTED A TORNADO WITH MY HATRED IN ENERGY
A FORCE OF NATURE I BECAME
CALLING UPON THUNDER WIND DARKNESS AND RAIN
WHAT AM I?
WAS I EVER HUMAN?
WHY DO I REMAIN?
PART OF ME STILL WALKS THE ASTRAL PLANE
I SIT HERE TELLING YOU THIS STORY
PASSING THE
HOURS IN PURGATORY


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