Life without you is a miserable spiral of despair that I cannot escape from....I walk through life seemingly "normal" while all the while my heart is shattered, the leftover shards cutting up my insides with painful cruelty.....
I succumb to agonizing sorrow as I realize I hath lost my true love forever. Knowing i will never again hold you in my arms and call you mine is absolutely more pain than I can handle.... having lost you life no longer holds any worth to me, death a precious gem I seek out so fiercely. Am I to walk through this life so utterly alone, without my true love by my side? Becoming numb to even the kindest of touch?
So it seems as I wade into pools of despair that the water is too enticing to allow me to leave... A trap that I let consume me for the sake of love. My true love in my heart as the moss and algae ridden water connect over my head, engrossing me entirely....I hold you close to me as I succumb to the end, in the hopes that when we meet again in the next life, we'll be together once again.......
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