Nothing absolutely nothing pleasant about God.
He is always making man suffer,
Wondering a father who will permit his children to suffer.
Wondering a maker who
Makes to destroy what he made.
Taking pleasure in pain than joy.

Made man for woes,
Believer ? Religion?
100% of what we suffer is from religion.
They told me to believe Him,
And i will know peace,
I No No peace,
Chaos and perplexities
Are my companions,
Shame and pain ,
Disgrace and anguish,
Where is The God
The God they told me about?
Could this be him ,
Causative agent?

Am torn part.
Joy and happiness is so far from me,
My own bed and family seems strangers to me,
Sleeping under trees - Homelessness
Is now now my friend and companion.
Do you have to punish man to see your love ?
Is this the life ?
i Dont want it.

Now
Would choose death over life.
Why am i here if this clothe me daily?
Weeping is my alarm and in pain?
Am i really your child ?
Adopted ?.
Save me .
Im drowning in pain, loneliness, aloneness, misery, a anxiety , anguish and rejection.

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