the air outside getting chilly
nippy air around the bend
it’s coming
but to embrace it, I’m unwilling

along with its bitterness, comes darkness
it’s on the way
and there’s nothing to do to postpone its arrival
it’s here to stay

my surroundings following alongside the atmosphere
winter settling in,
summer has packed itself up and away,
at the thought of that I shed a tear

the evil air outside
mirroring the way I feel inside

gone are warm and welcoming times
gone is the magic of sun full of glow
no more feeling comfortable from within
bright and shining eyes are tucked away and buried under flurries of snow

chances of sheer joy dissipating
while summer I’ll keep anticipating
I watch a world going cold

I need the pump, I miss the energy
my core is suffering, it’s bare and getting frosty

I cannot handle the nature of this weather and the feeling and power it possesses
though I can nurture soul and the potential it holds and reach inward for warmth and happiness

but I dislike my essence, don’t believe its worth gold
so simply tapping into my own source, won’t be a refuge
I can’t satisfy my crave for security and warmth.
As winter makes itself known, I feel my world going cold.