you left me when I needed you the most I could barely stand with my back against the rope I let addiction and the system put my life in something tight I gave you too much trust I felt like you can save my life it really brought me down sending them papers in the mail I betrayed a happy image but I cried to myself I was betrayed by the closest person I let near my heart we were moving 90 you threw the car and park now I'm sitting in this empty cell reminiscing on all the times I used to have sex with you through the mail you and your family are nothing but actors I perceive forward I'm no longer going backwards now I see the truth you caused a lot of pain now that you're gone I've got nothing but to gain no more ball and chain I'm no longer captive I've abandoned ship it's going down and you're the captain things are getting strange in this world all alone how can I be the man of the house without a home you stab me in the back hit me like it heart attack and took my daughter out my life how can I ever forgive you for that I'm never going back to all the hurt and all the lies I've regained my Independence but it almost claimed my life and they say what doesn't kill you and the end will make you stronger well I found in her peace and for that girl I applaud you
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