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holdingonorlettinggo
#HoldingOnorlettinggo
it seems to me that I'm somehow either always holding on like when I sit or I'm letting go like when I jump off the ground I let go with my feet or even standing up I let go of holding myself siting or laying .
there's different times when some ppl either let go or hold on like if you have a future and life ahead of you and that opportunity , you can hold on and get to stay to live that life and have and finish your opportunity.
there's times when people who are no longer as happy or attached to one another and when they don't feel or get along the same there's their time to get to let go or if you are sick and dying it's your time to let go an be at peace with your own self and your life and future .
every one has the opportunity to either let go or hold on at least once in their lifes.
I'm getting to the time to do either , there is soo much for me to hold on and do or be or have but there's also soo many issues with doing so that I also have the opportunity to let go , which I already have let go of my past and memories that I didn't et to finish and the people that tried to care to me I let go of and my own future and better self I had to let go of , since there's other people in my life that I didn't choose or even agree to have but their fighting for me to let go and I already have done that but I still hold on with other selves or peices of me even tho I'm in someone else's body. they r holdig on for me too and I became the one to hold on when I was trying to let go ...
that's the right between in my life this moment and tomorrow the same issues as every other day or time.
I have memories I want to hold on to and I'm being made to let go of them , I feel that's unright but each have their own opinions and each back theirs up with truth . this is what's been hurting me the most plus their hateful ways and commenting to my every move ... it truely makes me truely want to let go from here but to get gone and leave them and here I need to hold on to receive the leaving I feel I deserve . never will I hold on to someone else being in my life so that's why I've been letting go, I even am atghe bottom able to drop into the sky to the very bottom level or no where of this place. and that's what il hold on for to get into the sky to fall up to the bottom. .
otherwise I've given up and let go like I've done to my friends my children's my superiors I do want to just let go , but the drugs I just want to hold on soo badly .. the drugs .. hold on for me too .
it seems to me that I'm somehow either always holding on like when I sit or I'm letting go like when I jump off the ground I let go with my feet or even standing up I let go of holding myself siting or laying .
there's different times when some ppl either let go or hold on like if you have a future and life ahead of you and that opportunity , you can hold on and get to stay to live that life and have and finish your opportunity.
there's times when people who are no longer as happy or attached to one another and when they don't feel or get along the same there's their time to get to let go or if you are sick and dying it's your time to let go an be at peace with your own self and your life and future .
every one has the opportunity to either let go or hold on at least once in their lifes.
I'm getting to the time to do either , there is soo much for me to hold on and do or be or have but there's also soo many issues with doing so that I also have the opportunity to let go , which I already have let go of my past and memories that I didn't et to finish and the people that tried to care to me I let go of and my own future and better self I had to let go of , since there's other people in my life that I didn't choose or even agree to have but their fighting for me to let go and I already have done that but I still hold on with other selves or peices of me even tho I'm in someone else's body. they r holdig on for me too and I became the one to hold on when I was trying to let go ...
that's the right between in my life this moment and tomorrow the same issues as every other day or time.
I have memories I want to hold on to and I'm being made to let go of them , I feel that's unright but each have their own opinions and each back theirs up with truth . this is what's been hurting me the most plus their hateful ways and commenting to my every move ... it truely makes me truely want to let go from here but to get gone and leave them and here I need to hold on to receive the leaving I feel I deserve . never will I hold on to someone else being in my life so that's why I've been letting go, I even am atghe bottom able to drop into the sky to the very bottom level or no where of this place. and that's what il hold on for to get into the sky to fall up to the bottom. .
otherwise I've given up and let go like I've done to my friends my children's my superiors I do want to just let go , but the drugs I just want to hold on soo badly .. the drugs .. hold on for me too .
