You keep destroying me…

I love you so much but you keep destroying me with your killing words,
You are destroying me with your anger and unforgiving pain,
You are destroying me and killing me rapidly

Words can never be taken back nor forgotten,
I understand your hurt and disappointment,
Yet I love you so much but you keep destroying me

Being a burden and pool of tears to you was the last thing I ever wanted to be,
I understand your hurt and loss of hope in me,
Yet I love you so much but you keep destroying me

You don't deserve me, you've been through a lot
Your lost smile on that beautiful face has torn me apart
I love you so much but you keep destroying me so much that I've started destroying myself with your words, your anger and unforgiving pain

I'm broken and destroyed...

© Simphiwe Buhle Ngqokwe