Jai Jai Gurudev

My Gurudev, I've been with you for many years
Seen both good times and bad
But looking back, I can honestly say
There was nothing too much to be had

On the way, there were so many glories
Moments of great joy
And though there's pain now in this story
I play with it like a toy

You seem to have a magical way about you
To put a smile in every moment
Even those that should have been awful
With you those bonds are broken

But now let's get to the real stuff
The stuff I don't want to face
Because we've all got something within that's tough
Behind a smiling face

I saw in your meditation that I'd be with a girl
Dreams met, full of glee
I also saw that I'd do great work
But that didn't matter much to me

At times it seems that all will be fine
And at times it seems quite dark
But you always said all will be mine
All that God has marked

Maybe I'm complaining but I'm venting my feelings
Wanting to build a bridge to you
At the end I just want you again in my life
And maybe just that will do