u think I've left u,
and u think I'm cold,
u think I'm with someone else,
if only u knew what u think u know,
now I get u heard me speak to a male when I accidentally dialed ur number on my phone, but ur forgetting I borrowed a friend's car I had to return and she is married why must I explain myself when ur the reason I ain't by your side no more, ur the reason I ain't tell u shit no more and ur the reason I am leaning on others for a car if I really had u would I not have one of ur 3 considering I have paid for repairs but idc I'm just glad ur shit ain't broken I know the feels and I don't want u to feel that shi. this hurts believe me I understand that more then u know look at nearly everything Ive ever fuckiin wrote, it's all about u,or about, how I am feeling alone.
I ain't understand why I am home and I am breaking, from all the deaths and devestation,yet u are gone on some celebration while I'm alone u can't sympathize and expect me to stay strong, and have trust with lil communication not time spent and no compromisation.
I can't help but wonder why u point out my flaws and push me down when I fall,...