...

4 views

The Pain
I never understand
Why I feel like I do.
Every day it gets harder
Just to get through.
The loneliness is scary
It's when the thoughts come
At times I overreact
At times I become numb.
I never know
Just how I'll feel.
No matter what happens
This is always so real.
Time goes on and
The days go by
It's days like this,
That I just wanna die.
I have always been lost
Not knowing where to turn.
I thought it was going good,
But then I learned.
Good things go bad
As quick as a flash.
With the swipe of a blade
It's an easy slash.
It's not that I want
To hit that vein
It's just that every cut
Releases the pain.


© Kristin E. Porter
2007