It feels de ja vu on the day you left
The rush of the knots in my chest on being bereft
The universe has just tilted and time reversed
Scenes of the past get replayed as if rehearsed

It wasn't you, not your decision to leave
Nevertheless, I'm left alone here to grieve
It's part of life, they call it, it's maniacal!
I can't get it to stop this vicious cycle

I lost your touch because you were out of time
Everything was normal that's a basic need not a crime
You didn't deserve it, hell! no good person does
When will this madness end?, will there be justice for the likes of us

Can't Steady my trembling hands holding your photo
It's that gnawing feeling I just can't seem to let go
The question of 'Why?' lingers like poison gas in the air
I'm walking around visible to all but, in reality not there

Constant arguments with the Creator, ending in silence
I don't know who I am even asking, you don't seem to be in existence
Would it have hurt anyone if you for the ones I love, skipped
I'm met with solitude everyday replaying the day you Ieft

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