I don't drown,
But there's something
always pulling my legs in water,
And even though
Not fully drown,
I'm always short of breath.
I don't know
If it's the parasitic thoughts
Or a disease.

I see them smiling and laughing,
I hear them
I am there with them too,
I am laughing too,
Then i see a white wall,
I see, then i stare,
I still hear them,
But i am not listening anymore,
You know
Like...