I'm enduring all the pain
I'm trying to hold back my tears
my sacrifices were in vain
cause I can't cry,can't shed a tear

Y'know what's painful?
crying silently?
Yes it is but it's not the worst
The worst thing is when I can't cry at all
even if you want to burst it out,burst it all

I can't cry even in silent
I can't cry even when I hide
Because my eyes will be swollen
and will be seen in my face
I'm not afraid to be found out
I'm afraid to be hurt Im afraid to be...