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misunderstood
I'm sick of feeling like I don't exist in this world
They mask it as if they understand But I don't feel it this way
I'm sick of being told I won't be understood
So many shits I'm been told and it's more than I can take

Dont say that u didnt mean something behind some words
Don't tell me not to take things so serious and personal as well
They have already harmed me so bad so don't excuse
I'm already broken so don't act smart u make it worse and I'm in hell

I feel like I have to know my place as if I'm that hard to be understood
I'm so sick of having to carry their words
I'm so sick of not knowing what to do
I'm sick of having intrusive thoughts that intrude

I'm so scared because of their words
That no one will really understand what I feel
Like patience is something I dont deserve
Like I'm a misfit and a different black sheep

Maybe ur okay of thinking like that in ur case
But it will never be something mine
Projecting something to me is the thing I hate
I have to heal already from so much inside