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Triggered
I am easily triggered
So messed up I see u and I'm triggered
I see a thing and maybe connect it with two and I'm triggered

I create scenarios in my head
I believe in synchronicities
I observe and blow up like a bomb
Like I said I'm triggered....

Irrational, sensitive and way too messed up for the superficial
I believe in deeper connections
I pray for signs and make secret little wishes on eyelashes and stars
Corny as hell I even look to the moon and cry watching movies
Yet still I am a ticking time bomb
Silent and sensitive to be triggered by trivialities

I openly say I want money but deep down I crave love
I openly say no when I really mean yes please yes
I want to fight you and make love to you all at once
So conflicted so complicated
Yet so simple and unbothered
Why am I so self destructive?

I'm triggered by you, triggered by love
Triggered by indifference
Just here tryna own a whole human when I didn't give birth to him
Yeah I'm triggered by jealous
The need to possess you
I'm triggered by a lot of things but this sudden rush of emotions, adrenaline, insecurity, joy, sadness is all powered by you
So I'm triggered, I'm triggered by you