I have no logical explanation for my sudden departure,

I can only say the dry well in my heart is asking to be filled.

I thought my healing would be found with love.

Or this sudden pain I feel would be sealed.

I seek for true love and redemption.

I don't know if it would be found in this wilderness I am in.

Or will I even feel the glory of the shining sun.

For darkness is trying to lock me in.

I would knock if I knew how to.

I would ask if my lips could speak.

I would move if I knew what to do.

But my bleeding heart is too weak.

I am searching for help, but help is running from me.

For it was always with me continuously

Until i pushed and pushed it into the sea.

© beazarr