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Just Breath
With a smile on her face

She proceeds to act like everything in her head isn't out of wack

As if her life is on track

She holds it all in for only herself to hear those screams in her mind

Reminding herself every minute of every day that she's fine

Breathing in her nose out her mouth isn't helping this time

Each day it takes hold of her tighter like she's about to go under

Something is coming for her although she lacks the knowledge of what it could be

Fumbling franticly searching for answers while her heartbeat races

Looking around at eyes that can't understand the amount of pain she's in

No matter how much she tries to describe it in words

No one knows just how bad her anxiety attacks her

Her own worst enemy, it's me

Battling in a war that will never end

Reminding myself it's only in my head

And I have to continue to swim

© SarahAbell

#anxiety
#mentalhealth
#sadness
#justbreath