i cant seem to win with a life full of sin
maybe if i stop drinking gin i wont spin
spruce makes you loose gets me confused
might as well have a nooze
losing control feel im going loco
i know they watching i see them stalking
they mistaken if they think playing
i wont ever be taken
no crimes against humanity
im not pleading insanity
i know i dumb for getting numb
but you dont know what life do to me
felt so much pain seen horrific things
my brain is like that movie...