I'm not the beautiful main character
that you all usually love
I'm not the naive, gentle, helpful
clumsy and hardworking one,
the one with tragic backstory
or the amazing enchanting charm

Though I may be the dirty sidekick
the totally spoiled kid
the jealous bish, who wants attention
I even make the main leads' fun.
I'm the meanie yah maybe the villain.
Maybe I don't matter ....

But that's your pov of story
you'll be the angel, the lead
in my story,I'm the Beauty
without a beast!
I don't need to be protected
but I want to protect
I can't really be the weakling
I have learnt to live without
my so called "better half"
because I'm already complete.

someone who didn't show up until
how in the world shall I trust him?
I have no expectations
but call it the destiny,fate or universe
if I'm meant to,, I'll meet someone
maybe I'll hate him for being stronger
but I can't deny what's in my part...

only hopeing he could fill
the other half like I did
so when I won't be there
he won't need a spare
just that I could get some
of what I ever gave...


© drunk soul











poet's note🌸

dunno what the heck is written above according to some maybe it's ironic to my actual personality 😂 but still it's a mix of various ideas I'm becoming more and more dull with the creative side I had so I decided to write any idea I got!😅
true source of inspiration for the main character was a main character who used to imagine themselves as side character
and the stereotype characteristics of main character from all the mangas I read 😂
although many side characters are better than the main character 😜 but there's one thing that always makes them what they are is the heart that beats inside them
nah not the physical well being of a heart pumping blood but the mind that does all beautiful things and holds the credits to heart being sweet and good.