Did wake up to the sound of the birds singing.
Many hours of endless thoughts.
Going on round, mind deceived mine emotions.
Cursing myself why I'm so selfish.
I haven't had found the one yet.
Will that I'm not worthy for that one.

236,520 hours I had had breath in oxygen
How many hours left for the countdown?
None knows! Only the architect knows!
Counting sheep on the open nightmare
This paralysis monster did visit often,
Lately we are more like a brother.

This Beast awaken, last winter.
Going on a rampage, destroying everything .
A thousands mistake, what else can be done.
A dinner with the exile monster or the ghouls
They say it's more fun with lexatives.
I only feel the pressure of the undying wishes.

The story seems nevertheless great.
Life is on the brink of collapsed.
Prayers from every soul ,wishes from within.
Dear is this what he really design to be.
Days of endless struggle.
A better tomorrow await for the believer.

© bamriguipamei