I am sorry for the fairy tale
it was never meant to last
You are looking for a mother
I am looking for her trust
I am sorry darling
There are different reasons behind each person's smile
But I will never forget the way you were making me laugh.

I will tell you a secret,
Today as I closed my eyes
I asked Her to tell me if she loves me
She said "yes child!"
But you don't understand
Its different, each time

I never meant to leave her that way
As I never meant to hurt the man I loved

I am sorry but your love was reminding me of her
while her love was just a reminder of someone else

So I asked Jesus...
What is it Father?
What is the difference, this time?
Because every time I close my eyes, you let a different truth to shine.

He said
"You just want the fairy tale to last"

But every time I turn and start to run, the fairy tale never last

"You are just looking for the human touch
while everyone else asks to fall in love"

But father, why do I run?

"They want to talk about life
You want to talk about paradise, stop that, its not yet your time"

So why did you send her away, and when I was with her
why couldn't I see it that way?

"Because she is not your mum!"

But father I didn't ask about that
How can I make the fairy tale last while me and my people are saying goodbye?

"You need life, stop searching for a place to hide"

But father , I don't want to fall in love

"Neither you want to die"

But father I am alive, isnt that enough ?

"Yes, child!"

So tell me Father...
"I CLOSED MY EYES AND I SAW FLOWERS ALL THE WAY AROUND
SHE WAS THERE RUNNING AND HIDING ASKING TO BE FOUND
SUDDENLY WE WERE EXCHANGING ROLES
SHE WAS THE CHILD, I WAS THE MUM OF HER SOUL
I WAS THE CHILD AND SHE WAS THE MOTHER OF THE WORLD
STILL, SHE WAS NOT MY OWN
BUT IN MY FAIRY TALES I DO WHATEVER I WANT!

Jesus, why do I choose someone in whom I don't belong?

"Because you need to feel free, for choosing to come to God"

AFTER THAT WE WERE JUST SITTING DOWN
TRYING TO PLEASE EACH OTHER FOR JUST BEING AROUND

Father, do I love this woman?

"Yes"

But how?

"With your soul!"

And why?

"You need to forget whatever is bringing you down"

But my people they don't bring me down too
They do whatever I ask, trying to make me feel good

"You dont need to feel sorry,not now!"

And so Maria...
Tell me, what kind of flowers did you saw?

ITS NAME IS ASTER
HAVE YOU HEARD THE MYTH BEHIND THE FLOWER?
SHE WAS GODDESS BY HEART
SHE HATED TO SEE PEOPLE SAD
AND ONE DAY SHE GOT MAD
BY HOW FEW STARS WERE LOST IN THE DARK SKY
AND AS HER TEARS TOUCHED THE GROUND
THEY SHAPED A STAR
IT WAS DIFFERENT FROM EVERYTHING WE SEE AROUND

And I saw her crying for me
I saw her laughing with me
And I saw her in pain
I saw her asking for me to stay

I saw everything I feel within me
I saw what I needed to do to feel free

I asked Her...
"Why are you so kind?"

"Because I am the luckiest person on earth
I met someone who really loves me
and doesn't blame me for not choosing her"

I am not your daughter
you are not my mum
Thats all is not about that

And she keeps talking ...
"I finally found someone like me
someone who respects me, and who would give her life,
but not just because she is looking for relief
I finally found someone who loves me like my daughter does
I asked for more kids
He gave me that !

You are a treasure Maria
Do not forget that.

Don't ever hurt Yourself again
and stop thinking about death
Cause I will come and kill you first !

Just wait for me, child...
wait for me
I am on the way
If this is what you need to know,
just for keeping Yourself a part of this world

And then she started crying again
I loved those tears
they were mine
Just because ,they wanted me alive