dear beloved
from the shallow end of my heart
depth unimaginable
unreachable
where I can reach without losing consciousness
float around my pain
suffocating but I'll survive
I'm trying to go deeper then usual
for you
I'm trying , trying
not that it will matter , my lungs are giving out
maybe you will be able to save me
from my heart
hopefully your following me
explore my personal hell
numb , numb
restore my feelings
fill it with love and compassion
only you ,only for you

yours
beloved
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