what have we become?
from listening to songs for vibes to understanding the lyrics
from light rooms to dark rooms
from 30 friends to hardly having 3
from sleeping early to sleeping late
from crying infront of parents for sympathy to holding real tears so they wont question
from using pillows for pillow fights to using pillows for hiding tears
from fearing injections to fearing reality
from wanting to grow up to wanting to become a child again
from wishing to go to school to craving to stay away from school
from going to hospitals for physical injuries to going to hospitals for internal injuries

we never expected for life to be this hard.. we never expected life is meant to survive not to live...

what have we become?
we all grew up.

© Sana